That's what I did!!! I spent far too much time on Facebook I love Facebook... ...I love Zuckerberg
On youtube I watched this anticipated meeting:
I was listening music from my favorite music site: HypeMachine where I discovered Cosmonaut Grechko's delicate remix of YYY's Maps... ...which I use to make a video using some photos I took last year in Suffolk (UK) and I uploaded it later on Vimeo
It's Friday! Friday in an Islamic country is like Saturday. I don't work today as for Muslim the day today is for gathering. In this day, Muslims gather in the Mosque for the noon prayer "called Al-Gomaa prayer" and for listening to the sermon delivered by the Mosque leader, called Imam.
Except from listening to the Iman, I spent my afternoon listening to Ted Hughes reading his poems on Youtube and thinking of my uncle!!! I was lucky enough to stumbled upon this great video of a fantastic monologue by the poet on the experience of thinking.
There is the inner life of thought which is our world of final reality. The world of memory, emotion, feeling, imagination, intelligence and natural common sense, and which goes on all the time consciously or unconsciously like the heartbeat.
There is also the thinking process by which we break into that inner life and capture answers and evidence to support the answers out of it.
And that process of raid, or persuasion, or ambush, or dogged hunting, or surrender, is the kind of thinking we have to learn, and if we don’t somehow learn it, then our minds line us like the fish in the pond of a man who can’t fish.
Lovesong
He loved her and she loved him. His kisses sucked out her whole past and future or tried to He had no other appetite She bit him she gnawed him she sucked She wanted him complete inside her Safe and sure forever and ever Their little cries fluttered into the curtains
Her eyes wanted nothing to get away Her looks nailed down his hands his wrists his elbows He gripped her hard so that life Should not drag her from that moment He wanted all future to cease He wanted to topple with his arms round her Off that moment's brink and into nothing Or everlasting or whatever there was
Her embrace was an immense press To print him into her bones His smiles were the garrets of a fairy palace Where the real world would never come Her smiles were spider bites So he would lie still till she felt hungry His words were occupying armies Her laughs were an assassin's attempts His looks were bullets daggers of revenge His glances were ghosts in the corner with horrible secrets His whispers were whips and jackboots Her kisses were lawyers steadily writing His caresses were the last hooks of a castaway Her love-tricks were the grinding of locks And their deep cries crawled over the floors Like an animal dragging a great trap His promises were the surgeon's gag Her promises took the top off his skull She would get a brooch made of it His vows pulled out all her sinews He showed her how to make a love-knot Her vows put his eyes in formalin At the back of her secret drawer Their screams stuck in the wall
Their heads fell apart into sleep like the two halves Of a lopped melon, but love is hard to stop
In their entwined sleep they exchanged arms and legs In their dreams their brains took each other hostage
In the morning they wore each other's face
This is for lovers like Ted Hughes and Sylvia Plath
(image: from the book Where did I come from?) photos below by me . lyrics by destroyer I stare at the sky so I know which way that I drink my wine from a porcelain cup
I write poetry for myself
A savage night at the opera Another savage night at the club Let's face it, old souls like us are being born to die It's not a war till someone loses an eye
Now that you got it all wrong
Now that you got it all backwards, girl. Enter through the exit, and exit through the entrance ...When you can.
I was okay in everything else there was Oh, I was poor in love
Sounds
Smash hits Melody maker Nme All sound like a dream to me
downtown
Winter, spring, summer, fall, unspeakable! In a morning, on a Sunday, just wasted in the rain
It so deserves all the nominations its been getting.
I am currently living and working as a teacher in Ramallah Palestine. Hopefully I'll have internet soon, so I will be posting more often. The following photos were taken a month ago in Jerusalem and Ramallah.
Photos by me except the last one which was taken by Francisco Blanco.
I shall not get into the details explaining the reasons from being away from the blog for so long, but rather let me list in 4:
1) Travelling
2)Zola Jesus
3)Romance
4)Change